To my better me,

Babe,
I have been confused about praying for you and pursuing God.
I think the desire to have you in my life has overwhelmed my love for God.
I have to put a pause on thinking and praying for you.
Absolutely, there’s nothing wrong with wanting to have you in my life.
I can’t idolize the idea of marrying you.
So I am putting a pause on praying and dreaming about you to just pursuing my relationship with God.
Am at peace, this is a good decision.
If I never get to meet you,
I will be content in Him.
God is enough for me..
Until God brings you to be me..
This is my last blog post to you..
Being content in God is more important than meeting you.
I will still strive to become a Proverbs 31 in honor to God.

Help me Lord to be content in YOU!

To my better half..

To the world, I may not be the most beautiful woman.
In your eyes, am the most beautiful woman in the world.
I don’t have to become anyone else,
You like me just the way I am.

Changing myself would be a crime to you.
I am perfect regardless of my flaws.
You appreciate everything about me.

I know your love for me is real cos:
You don’t compare me with others.
You like me for my flaws and appreciate
the good.
You fight for my heart.
Your words match your actions.

I know our love is for real
cos you’d not just go to the ends of
the world for me,
You’d will fight the world for me.

Our love is real cos it is centered
around our heavenly father,
on how to love him and live to bring him
glory.

You’re different,
You’re worth it.
Waiting for u might be pain,
it can’t be compared to a lifetime
with u, babe!
I will wait for u!

James 1:17
Till you come,
God first!